Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Day of reckoning

I need to say this.. and if I don't I fear that I might die of a heart attack.
ROSLAN, if I ever get a chance to get back at you, you wish you were never born!!!!
I never never felt so betrayed in my whole bloody life. But today, I heard something from someone on how roslan was talking behind my back. my blood shot up and now, I'm so heart broken and frustrated, I blame myself for being so native to think that people, especially those studying together can be friends.. to think that I volunteer myself to do color scanning, compile powerpoint on top of my own task and now, even bloody backslab me and accuse me of taking advantage of the a$$.
All along, we took it upon ourselves to always do the compiling and powerpoint slides, without thinking of it as extra work, but rather helping the team.
All started last friday, when we realised one of our dateline was on the following monday, I'm tied down with the presentation on friday and chunkeong for another presentation, so I thght perhaps someone can help lighten the load and do the report lab... it turns out to be the worst idea, first, I was accused of taking advantage of the a$$, then he gave a lecture on time management. So I tried to explanation why I asked him, to think I was so poilte to even explain.. I should have taken the nasty approach to the problem
then Jin Jin read his reply and get pissed and she replied to him. telling him, that for him to collect data from the library then throw us the data for compilation then take a backseat and not lift a freaking finger to help nor ask if we needed any help and even accuse me for taking advantage of him. HELLO!! who is the one been taken for a ride, not appreciative I don't mind, but don't bloody say I'm taking advantage of him. bloody have the cheek to even mention it, while you think you are the only one doing all the work, ok, after Jin's email he kept quiet and decided to help out with the lab. so i thght problem solved. But today, I got a rude shock, someone told him, the a$$ talk bad about us last week... at the moment, i felt so betrayed
Jin jin say I'm too nice, volunteer to help doing everything, scanning, photography, compiling.
thanks for hearing me out

4 Comments:

Blogger Da Froggie said...

Hi Simon...

Sometimes it doesnt pay to be kind. Hang in there..All will be well....

Take care, dude.

1:12 PM  
Blogger Simon Sng said...

Anyway, I'm not the only one that feel this way, even classmates that haven't team up with him feel the same.

Edwin, thks for your comforting words, but I realised the dark side of humans, even in school.. people simply can't enjoy and share

8:57 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

The bell curve grading system and extreme stress from studies made us into selfish people... looking at yr above story, it seemed that u r not alone. It is just that some pple do not think the same way like you do.

Well, dun group with him in the next semester loh... :D

10:52 PM  
Blogger Simon Sng said...

this phenomenom happens once a year, around Hari Raya, he wants to rush to complete the assignments so he can enjoy the holidays, abit selfish I might say, since when do we have to sync with him. I like to use my time to further improve on my assignments, never had I rush to complete the assignments and relax.

well, next semester we will avoid him at all cost. kinda fedup with his ways

11:34 PM  

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